Command processing overhead.
I pray that I won’t be mislead
And that happiness is up ahead.
I hope this program is affective;
Because the others are defective.
Outcome: hopefully corrective.
I still feel the trouble lurk.
So I need this to be like clockwork,
And not to be the devil’s clerk.
Protect me and hold me close,
As this computer brain gives me the dose.
And I fade into comatose.
6.10.2011
Your Maze
Around you
I’m the edentulous beast
But how,
But why?
With you
I’m Fabian
I’m shining,
I’m blind.
I worry
You’re fallacious
To everyone,
My mind.
Are you
Just a thief?
Or are you
For real?
I’m the edentulous beast
But how,
But why?
With you
I’m Fabian
I’m shining,
I’m blind.
I worry
You’re fallacious
To everyone,
My mind.
Are you
Just a thief?
Or are you
For real?
Raise Your Weapons
Remembering our broken truce
Always hear your sorry excuse
It whispers softly in my ear
I feel you in the atmosphere
Haunt my dreams and haunt my sleep
And in the night, I feel you creep.
The way I wish the flames weren’t dead,
How I just want you out of my head.
This mournful plea to just be free
For you to be no part of me.
I’ve lived a little, but mostly a lie.
I don’t want to wish you nearby.
Always hear your sorry excuse
It whispers softly in my ear
I feel you in the atmosphere
Haunt my dreams and haunt my sleep
And in the night, I feel you creep.
The way I wish the flames weren’t dead,
How I just want you out of my head.
This mournful plea to just be free
For you to be no part of me.
I’ve lived a little, but mostly a lie.
I don’t want to wish you nearby.
Brain Wreck
Lights out
Mirror smashed
Synapses crashed
Through a window
In my mind
Breathe in life
Hold my knees
And pray I don’t freeze.
Mirror smashed
Synapses crashed
Through a window
In my mind
Breathe in life
Hold my knees
And pray I don’t freeze.
Time Bomb
It’s a love fight
And I’m uptight
‘Cause I’m so wrong
‘Cause I’m so right
I knew you’d cry
You knew id lie
I am a secret
I’m out of time
And I’m uptight
‘Cause I’m so wrong
‘Cause I’m so right
I knew you’d cry
You knew id lie
I am a secret
I’m out of time
The Reality
I’m a black widow
I weave my web
Made of lies and mirrors
I am a siren
Singing young men
To venture in closer
I am a mermaid
Lure you to the waters edge
And pull you under
So say good bye
Or say forever
I could be your monster
I weave my web
Made of lies and mirrors
I am a siren
Singing young men
To venture in closer
I am a mermaid
Lure you to the waters edge
And pull you under
So say good bye
Or say forever
I could be your monster
Hidden 10 Feet Deep
I will never confess
My feel for you
I will only obsess
From out of view
When our hands brush
Walking side by side
I get this rush
Like under toe or the tide
We walk alone
But walk together
Watched feelings grown
To last for ever
I want to adore
And I want to so much
But I can’t love anymore
All cause of a bad touch
My feel for you
I will only obsess
From out of view
When our hands brush
Walking side by side
I get this rush
Like under toe or the tide
We walk alone
But walk together
Watched feelings grown
To last for ever
I want to adore
And I want to so much
But I can’t love anymore
All cause of a bad touch
Stomping Ground
I sing alone in my room
I dance in fields by myself
I stand for something
And I live to tell you what it is.
Sun shining on my face
Wind whipping through my hair
There’s just something about today
That makes me want to love.
I’m on the right path
After so long searching for it
How I walk along, feeling strong
Because memory lane was an ugly stroll
But I'm awake, I’m alive
And I’m not going to fail this time
Woken up from this comatose
Pray, step, breathe, smile.
I dance in fields by myself
I stand for something
And I live to tell you what it is.
Sun shining on my face
Wind whipping through my hair
There’s just something about today
That makes me want to love.
I’m on the right path
After so long searching for it
How I walk along, feeling strong
Because memory lane was an ugly stroll
But I'm awake, I’m alive
And I’m not going to fail this time
Woken up from this comatose
Pray, step, breathe, smile.
I Am
I am human
I am fallible
I am effusive
I’m half unlaced
I’m half laced up
I have a dragon heart.
And a past, so I’m infamous.
I am art
And I am coal
I’m conceited some days
I'm an extrovert the rest.
I am wings
I am feet
I am free
And I am me.
I am fallible
I am effusive
I’m half unlaced
I’m half laced up
I have a dragon heart.
And a past, so I’m infamous.
I am art
And I am coal
I’m conceited some days
I'm an extrovert the rest.
I am wings
I am feet
I am free
And I am me.
Redemption
Gravel at my feet.
Sun on my back.
Hands outstretched
And scream “Freedom!” ‘Cause I can.
Sun on my back.
Hands outstretched
And scream “Freedom!” ‘Cause I can.
Je Ne Sais Pas
I don’t know why you do
Darling you are seriously confused.
Your eclogue speaks no truth.
I’m no angel, I’m bigoted.
I don’t know why you do
And I don’t mean to decry the care.
You emanate an adoring mood.
And it’s one I intend to pare.
I don’t know why you do
Because I know I am afraid to.
And I don’t want to say it’s true
That I love you too.
Darling you are seriously confused.
Your eclogue speaks no truth.
I’m no angel, I’m bigoted.
I don’t know why you do
And I don’t mean to decry the care.
You emanate an adoring mood.
And it’s one I intend to pare.
I don’t know why you do
Because I know I am afraid to.
And I don’t want to say it’s true
That I love you too.
Issues
I have issues
So do you
Don’t claim you’re “normal”
‘Cause “normal” isn’t true.
“Normal” is denial
And “normal” is hard to hold.
I’d rather have my issues
Than conforming to the mold.
So do you
Don’t claim you’re “normal”
‘Cause “normal” isn’t true.
“Normal” is denial
And “normal” is hard to hold.
I’d rather have my issues
Than conforming to the mold.
You
Breathe it
Drink it
Smell it
Taste it
Touch it
Hear it
Feel it
Live it
It’s undying
Unconditional
Love
Drink it
Smell it
Taste it
Touch it
Hear it
Feel it
Live it
It’s undying
Unconditional
Love
6.06.2011
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