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I'm going to be blunt, though my words can be sharp. I'm not going to lie, or tell you my full truths. I'm not going to cry, but I sure as hell won't be ok.

6.10.2011

Skynet

Command processing overhead.


I pray that I won’t be mislead

And that happiness is up ahead.



I hope this program is affective;

Because the others are defective.

Outcome: hopefully corrective.



I still feel the trouble lurk.

So I need this to be like clockwork,

And not to be the devil’s clerk.



Protect me and hold me close,

As this computer brain gives me the dose.

And I fade into comatose.

Your Maze

Around you


I’m the edentulous beast

But how,

But why?



With you

I’m Fabian

I’m shining,

I’m blind.



I worry

You’re fallacious

To everyone,

My mind.



Are you

Just a thief?

Or are you

For real?

Raise Your Weapons

Remembering our broken truce


Always hear your sorry excuse

It whispers softly in my ear

I feel you in the atmosphere

Haunt my dreams and haunt my sleep

And in the night, I feel you creep.

The way I wish the flames weren’t dead,

How I just want you out of my head.

This mournful plea to just be free

For you to be no part of me.

I’ve lived a little, but mostly a lie.

I don’t want to wish you nearby.

Brain Wreck

Lights out


Mirror smashed

Synapses crashed

Through a window

In my mind

Breathe in life

Hold my knees

And pray I don’t freeze.

Time Bomb

It’s a love fight


And I’m uptight

‘Cause I’m so wrong

‘Cause I’m so right



I knew you’d cry

You knew id lie

I am a secret

I’m out of time

The Reality

I’m a black widow


I weave my web

Made of lies and mirrors

I am a siren

Singing young men

To venture in closer

I am a mermaid

Lure you to the waters edge

And pull you under

So say good bye

Or say forever

I could be your monster

Hidden 10 Feet Deep

I will never confess

My feel for you

I will only obsess

From out of view



When our hands brush

Walking side by side

I get this rush

Like under toe or the tide



We walk alone

But walk together

Watched feelings grown

To last for ever



I want to adore

And I want to so much

But I can’t love anymore

All cause of a bad touch

Stomping Ground

I sing alone in my room


I dance in fields by myself

I stand for something

And I live to tell you what it is.



Sun shining on my face

Wind whipping through my hair

There’s just something about today

That makes me want to love.



I’m on the right path

After so long searching for it

How I walk along, feeling strong

Because memory lane was an ugly stroll



But I'm awake, I’m alive

And I’m not going to fail this time

Woken up from this comatose

Pray, step, breathe, smile.

I Am

I am human


I am fallible

I am effusive

I’m half unlaced

I’m half laced up

I have a dragon heart.

And a past, so I’m infamous.

I am art

And I am coal

I’m conceited some days

I'm an extrovert the rest.

I am wings

I am feet

I am free

And I am me.

Redemption

Gravel at my feet.


Sun on my back.

Hands outstretched

And scream “Freedom!” ‘Cause I can.

Je Ne Sais Pas

I don’t know why you do


Darling you are seriously confused.

Your eclogue speaks no truth.

I’m no angel, I’m bigoted.



I don’t know why you do

And I don’t mean to decry the care.

You emanate an adoring mood.

And it’s one I intend to pare.



I don’t know why you do

Because I know I am afraid to.

And I don’t want to say it’s true

That I love you too.

Issues

I have issues


So do you

Don’t claim you’re “normal”

‘Cause “normal” isn’t true.

“Normal” is denial

And “normal” is hard to hold.

I’d rather have my issues

Than conforming to the mold.

You

Breathe it


Drink it

Smell it

Taste it

Touch it

Hear it

Feel it

Live it

It’s undying

Unconditional

Love